<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/17429099?origin\x3dhttp://cj-.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> <iframe src="http://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID=3054107564476057249&blogName=url.blogspot.com&publishMode=PUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT&navbarType=BLACK&layoutType=CLASSIC&homepageUrl=http%3A%2F%2Furl.blogspot.com%2F&searchRoot=http%3A%2F%2Furl.blogspot.com%2Fsearch" height="30px" width="100%" marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" scrolling="no" id="navbar-iframe" frameborder="0"></iframe> <div id="space-for-ie"></div>

so she says;






you never know.
Thursday, October 05, 2006

yesterday's rehersal was scary. it starts at 7pm. the day before he make it clear that if anyone of us is late, he'll lock the door and i thought he was just scaring us. BUT TO MY HORROR, he called angelia to inform those 7 girls who are not at the room that moment can dont bother to attend and just make their way back. Liying was right outside the door step and he signal and ask her to get out. it was so terrible that the room was with so much tension and no one dares to utter a single word. here comes my terror, I SCREWED UP THE FIRST PART OF THE SEGMENT. i totally panic and forget which i think i did okay the night before. i know its just 4 segments. you can slap me with 4 drawings and tell me how easy it is and laugh all you want.

that few moments are scary. i totally freaked out. i mean i cant remember when's the last time i got screamed across the room like that. i thought i was choked with tears. we take 10 and i squeeze everything right into my brain. after blablabla, we manage to finish it and wrap up for the night. i mean its just one tiny mistake and it hit me so hard which i cant explain why as well. i was like in a daze and need someone to hear me. i cant think of anyone at that hour.i mean its just strange if someone picked up the phone exclaiming,"CJ,why are you sobbing?" anywayss..xxxx rang me so i just go ononandon at the other line.i felt so much better.thanks to those who show concern yea.:)

angelia just rang to ask about me. she is sucha darling BUT how on earth did WT knows..its like going round circulating. roar* nothing's easy i know~

its gonna be a exciting weekend for me. :) wwweee. finally i get to let my hair down and have some fun. llallallalla

say you love me once again.

@11:32 AM